After a bit of searching on some Internet sites, I found the article about apricot kernels that I vaguely remembered from before. I read avidly, and needed to find out more. I sent for books, and that weekend I started to chew apple pips (which contain B17) and ordered apricot kernels, thinking that it could only help if I started taking them too. If nothing else, it might help me recover from the operation.
When I saw the nurse I told her I was looking at alternatives, but she didn’t seem very positive about it or think it would help much. In the end I agreed to go into hospital in a month’s time for the surgery.
We were having good summer weather, and my husband Peter and I went down to the beach and to various other places, trying to put the dreaded subject on the back burner. I cried a lot at times and raged about it at others. I had already lost Emma, my sister Diane, and my Dad, and now this disease wanted to take me too!
I remember sitting on the beach close to where we live when the nurse rang with the actual date for the operation, which put a whole dampener on the day, as it had still seemed unreal until then.
The books arrived, and I practically devoured them. I just knew that there had to be something else besides what they were proposing to get rid of the cancer. I read about several people who had recovered from cancer using B17, and I had already spoken with several people from the place that sold me the kernels about medical treatment and its drawbacks. All of this was giving me a bad feeling about the imminent operation.
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SUSAN INSOLE, BSYA (N Th.) is a former NHS nurse and is now a nutritional therapist in the field of natural health. She worked in a health care setting for 16 years, firstly in the field of rehabilitation and then as a welfare officer and secretary within a hospital setting. She was also an advisor for weight loss in 2001 - 2003. She achieved a diploma in 2006 for nutritional therapy. She is the author of a downloadable eBook,
What Works in Health. Her website is:
www.naturalhealthbenefits.com.